You never know











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They often ask “What it’s like to be dying?”

Then, I smile

Holding their hands tightly

Exploring those eyes deeply

Rubbing their palm softly

They say “Why are you keep smiling instead of answering my question?.”

And then I say “This is the answer.”

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