Hey, you look tired.

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Hey you
It's okay
No, I'm serious
It's okay
It's okay to feel tired, anxious, afraid, and hopeless
Accept it, just accept it
Accept it because it's valid
Whatever you feel right now is valid

Let it out
Let those tears out 
I know it feels heavy, I know it's suffocating you
I know it's not easy to understand what it is, that makes you suffer
I know it's never easy to find the answer

If you can't fight it, make peace with it
Hug yourself tighter
Make up your mind and tell yourself that in order to be stronger,
there's nothing wrong with taking time to rest
This journey is yours and yours only
This is not about them, who have been trying to embrace you
This is not about them, who always want you to move on
This is about you, who have fought so hard, 
being in the battle with your own mind that drags you down so far to the ground

I know you are going to be okay
I know there's always be a reason for you to keep going and keep trying
I know this is not your end of the line
Not in this pain that nobody will ever understand
Not right now
You know why? 
Because you matter
You always do
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