It's back. It's never been gone

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Your live has been too good

Your lips have been smiling

Giggles and laughter have been following

You think straight, you work great

Things have been easy for you to handle

You feel like you're unstoppable 

But suddenly, everything stops

You mind freezes, trying to feel everything started to collapse

Your belief, confidence, sympathy, and willingness to keep going slowly become lost in emptiness

Trapped again inside of deep, deep cave in the middle of the forest 

When you scream for help, the echoes always come back to you

Everything has rewound to that old phase you always avoid to feel again 

It is way too hurtful to the point that thinking of it scares you the most

It's the reality after all

Dealing with trauma is also knowing that you will feel those impacts again

Those painful feeling will come back, begging you for protection 

Those painful scars inside you will scream 

Because basically they have never dried out 

They're not healed; they're only taken care of 

They never left; they stay in a perfect house 

A perfect house that you've created to offer some peace 

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